Welcome to my world.

are hard to be in, whether if you really like the person or love the person. Everything happens for a reason. At some point in time there’s a part of us that worries, wonders and reflects of what has or is going on in the relationship. Almost everyone slips into a world where we only tell certain things to one person and then not speak a word of it until either you and your partner are not together anymore. Then the truth comes out. You either figure out what lead up to this point and realize you can handle any situation calmly and not with rage. If a relationship is meant to be then both of the partners will put there two cents into it walk over the hump and overcome it with ease while other partners are struggling to stay afloat. For some people it’s easy to accept the break up and other take it the wrong way. You either know how you want to handle the relationship or it will just be disagreements. I’ve heard from a friend of mine that that you should ” focus more on what you want than what you don’t want”. I find that to be true because you want to be able to set goals for yourself first before anyone or anything gets in your way. Plans fall through whether you like it or not and learning to accept it and moving on is sometimes the best way to move on. Knowing that there’s someone else out there waiting for you to share your life story and to be one with each other in everything that you do or say. The past few weeks I’ve been reading about Sidartha and how he lived in a “rich” life until one day he was venturing out and saw Poverty, Death, Sickness,Disease right infront of his eyes. He was shocked to see this so he ended up leaving his “rich” life and devoted his life to seeing the “poor” life as well. Alot of people are blinded from what they think is bad and they rather talk about what is good. We live in a world that we can’t always understand what is really going on. We want to believe that everything is okay. But in reality everything is not and we learn to just accept and understand life when we see it.

Whats left in the dark will be brought to the light-only now have I realized that no matter how many people you help-there are those out there that dont want the help and would prefer to endure the hardships in life-what i can’t seem to understand is why spend your life in pain and misery when all you have to do is ext…end that hand to the people that want to help shape your life from pain and misery to happiness

There is not one person in the world who is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most

that everything happens for a reason, and that you can’t take the littlest of things for granted because you never know how long any of us is on this planet. I’ve met some pretty great people. I’m trying to figure out who I am, not who you are. So many people I’ve met, some people I wish I never met in my life. I don’t care.I’m not changing for anyone, don’t ask me if I’m okay, if you really know me you would know that answer. I love my friends to death they know who they are. If I didn’t decide to smile at you after a nerve wracking morning.If I didn’t feel like noticing the note you left me. If I feel like ignoring it for a while, I’ll do as I please. If I don’t feel like re-explaining myself, because you clearly were not listening. If I don’t feel bad about the decision I made. If I don’t feel guilty anymore and I’m not going to let anyone make me. I need to figure out myself first before anyone. I’ve been messed over a few times I have to focus on myself and the few people that I care about.Albert is coming home soon he had to get discharged from the Army because of his chest was bothering him and stuff. My best friend is in a new school trying to do what is best for her right now. I want to be able to know what I want to do.